CHAPTER THIRTEEN C: A CHILD’S ACCOUNT

Caleb’s car had barely reached the end of Laurel Avenue when Walter called.
He sounded breathless.
“Someone is at my door.”
“Who?” Caleb asked.
“A woman who says she was in the craft room.”
Nora leaned toward the phone.
“What’s her name?”
“June Mallory.”
Caleb pulled into a parking space beside a closed florist.
“Don’t open the door until we get there,” he told his father.
Walter protested that June had brought her husband and a box of cookies.
“That’s not the point,” Caleb said.
“I know,” Walter replied.
“But she is standing in the rain.”
By the time they arrived, June was seated at the kitchen table with a paper cup of tea.
She had cropped gray hair and a bright green raincoat.


Her husband waited near the window, holding the wet umbrella she had refused to leave outside.
June rose when Nora entered.
“I didn’t know whether you wanted strangers arriving at your house,” she said.
“I don’t,” Walter replied.
“But you were never a stranger to me.”
June’s eyes softened.
“I remember you crying because your kite was missing.”
Walter laughed in embarrassment.
“That was the least important thing in the building.”
“It mattered to you.”
Nora sat across from her.
“Were you one of the twelve children?”
June nodded.
“I was the oldest.”
“How old?”
“Eleven.”
June explained that the children had been separated into two groups for the lantern presentation.
She had been assigned to help a younger boy who was afraid of loud noises.
The boy’s name was Peter.


“He kept asking whether the lanterns would explode,” she said.
“An adult told him to stop being silly.”
“Do you remember which adult?” Nora asked.
June shook her head.
“I remember his polished shoes.”
Walter stared at the table.
“I remember the shoes.”
June nodded.
“I remember how angry he sounded when Peter asked to leave.”
Caleb took a seat beside his father.
“Did that man lock the door?”
“I didn’t see him lock anything.”
June spoke carefully.
“But I heard the latch move after he stepped into the corridor.”
Nora felt the distinction settle into place.
A sound was not the same thing as a witnessed act.
She asked June what happened next.
June described the lanterns dimming and a sharp smell spreading from the direction of the demonstration room.
At first, the children assumed the smell was part of the presentation.
Then Peter began coughing.
June tried the door and found that it would not open.
Walter had been kneeling beside a table, trying to retrieve his kite from beneath it.
The room grew darker as smoke entered through a gap above the door.
June said she had never forgotten the sound of the smallest children calling for their parents.
“Some of us screamed,” she said.
“Some of us stood still.”
Walter lifted his head.
“I couldn’t remember whether I screamed.”
“You did,” June answered.
“You also tried to pull the door open.”
Walter stared at her.
“I did?”
“You wrapped both hands around the handle.”
June glanced at his sling.
“You were stronger than you thought.”
Walter’s eyes filled, but he did not look away.
Nora asked when Ruth appeared.
June said a voice came through the wall near the storage shelves.
At first, the children thought another visitor had become trapped.
Then a woman began telling them to move away from the shelves.
“She didn’t promise everything would be fine,” June said.
“She told us what to do.”
Ruth had instructed the older children to hold the smaller ones by the shoulders and remain close to the floor.
She warned them not to push toward the main door because the smoke was collecting there.
June remembered a scraping sound, followed by a dull impact.
Then a narrow service hatch opened and a woman appeared with soot on her face.
“Your mother looked furious,” June told Nora.
“Not frightened?”
“Frightened too.”
June rubbed her hands together.
“She was angry that anyone had left us in there.”
Nora had never heard anyone describe Ruth as furious in the middle of the rescue.
The image felt right.
Her mother had always become most decisive when another person needed help.
June said Ruth had taken the youngest child first.
Then she had returned for the others despite a man shouting from the corridor that she should stay outside.
“Do you know who shouted?” Nora asked.
“No.”
June’s husband moved closer to the table.
“You don’t have to remember everything,” he said.
“I know.”
June gave him a grateful glance.
“I have spent most of my life thinking that I should.”
She reached into her coat and took out a tiny yellow ribbon.
“This was tied to Peter’s sleeve.”
Walter recognized it immediately.
“He used to chew the end.”
June smiled sadly.
“He did.”
“Where is Peter now?” Nora asked.
“He died four years ago.”
June’s voice became quieter.
“He was a school principal.”
Nora thought of a frightened child who had grown into a man responsible for other children.
“Did he ever talk about the fire?”
“Only once.”
June looked toward Walter.
“He said the person who saved him didn’t ask him to be brave.”
Walter wiped his face with a napkin.
“She just showed him where to put his feet.”
June nodded.
“Exactly.”
Caleb asked whether June would speak at the ceremony.
She said she had come because her husband saw the newspaper notice about the inspection.
“I didn’t want Walter to stand there alone,” she said.
Nora reached across the table and touched the ribbon gently.
“You won’t have to.”
June looked at her with an expression Nora could not read.
“Your mother wouldn’t have wanted us to fight over who deserves a statue,” she said.
Nora felt her shoulders tighten.
“Maybe not.”
“But she would have wanted the children counted correctly.”
Nora relaxed.
“Yes,” she said.
“That sounds like her.”