CHAPTER SIX — A DIFFERENT KIND OF EVIDENCE

The next morning I saw Paula carrying a bakery bag toward her car.
I did not confront her.
Instead I walked past with Mabel on her leash and listened when she called across the driveway.
“I hope things have settled down.”
“The water’s running,” I replied.
“That’s good.”
She turned toward her car.
“It would be terrible if the little boy arrived and everyone got disappointed.”
I asked why she kept talking about Theo’s placement.
She came closer, leaving the car door open behind her.
“Because I’ve seen what happens when adults make promises they can’t keep.”
“Then stop making them to Ellis.”
Her expression stiffened.
“She needs somebody willing to tell her the truth.”
“The truth isn’t yours to decide.”
Paula let out a short laugh.


“You think a folder full of utility reports makes you a family.”
I stood still.
“I think children deserve adults who don’t frighten them for a campaign.”
The bakery bag slipped slightly in her hand.
It was a small movement, but it told me I had reached something real.
“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” she snapped.
She drove away before I could answer.
That evening, a woman named Grace Lin called our home.
Roland had given her my number after asking my permission.
Grace was a former program coordinator at Second Lantern who now worked with a tenants’ advice center.
She said she had been present for several outreach meetings involving Paula.
I asked why she wanted to speak to us.
“Because your children’s names shouldn’t have appeared in those conversations,

” she said.
Grace described how Paula had pushed the organization to make dramatic promises to donors.
She believed a quiet service was impossible to sell unless it featured a visible transformation.
At one meeting, Paula had described a family with two siblings who would become the centerpiece of the campaign if the household experienced an emergency.
Grace had objected.
“I told her you don’t look for a crisis to make a presentation work,” Grace said.
“She told me I didn’t understand fundraising.”
I asked if Paula had mentioned our water supply.
“Not in front of me,” Grace answered.
“I don’t want to invent a connection.”
That was the second time a stranger had refused to promise us certainty.
I began to value that honesty more than confident reassurances.
Grace offered to speak directly with investigators about what she had witnessed.
She also told me something that changed how I understood Paula’s urgency.
Second Lantern was due to vote on its expansion proposal the following Tuesday.
Paula had promised the committee a prepared family presentation by then.
Without the presentation, her proposed board appointment would almost certainly fail.
The dates lined up with the water interruptions.
They were not proof, but they gave the investigation a direction.
After the call I found Ellis sitting on the back steps despite the cold.
She had brought a blanket and two mugs of cocoa, one of which she handed me without looking up.
“Did the lady call about me?” she asked.
“She called because adults made plans about you without asking your permission,” I said.
Ellis gripped her mug.
“That’s usually how it works.”
“It shouldn’t be.”
She studied the steam.
“Paula told me that if I said I wanted to live with her, Theo would come too.”
I had heard part of this before, but now Ellis was ready to say more.
“She said it would be my decision, and nobody could blame you.”
“Did she tell you when?”
“She said Tuesday.”
My fingers tightened on the cup.
“What would happen Tuesday?”
“She wanted me to come to a meeting where people would clap for us.”
I let the silence hold for a moment.
“Did you agree?”
“I told her I had to ask you.”
“And what did she say?”
Ellis looked at the garden gate.
“She said sometimes children have to save their own families because grown-ups get too comfortable.”
I moved closer, but she did not lean away.
“You haven’t done anything wrong,” I said.
“You can tell us anything she asks you to do.”
“What if she really could make Theo stay?”
There it was, the fear underneath the fear.
I could not promise that Theo would be placed with us, even if the review went well.
I could promise that nobody would be allowed to make that decision by frightening Ellis.
“Then she should have talked to the people responsible for making that decision,” I said.
“She should not have asked you to carry the burden.”
Ellis set down the cocoa.
“I don’t want to be her story,” she said.
“Neither do I,” I replied.