CHAPTER FIVE — A TEAM THAT COULD NOT SPEAK
The next morning I took Sophie to an independent sports medicine clinic in the neighboring city.
The physician asked her questions without Judith in the room.
Sophie hesitated over every answer.
When he asked about dizziness, she looked toward me.
“Tell him the truth,” I said.
“He needs to understand what happened.”
She described the fall, the headaches afterward, and the way bright lights sometimes made her nauseated.
The doctor stopped the examination and explained that she needed further evaluation before returning to competition.
He wrote an immediate restriction from gymnastics participation pending assessment.
Sophie stared at the paper as though it were a punishment.
On the drive home she did not speak.
At a red light she asked whether I was happy.
“No,” I said.
“I’m worried.”
“Same difference.”
“It isn’t.”
She turned toward the window.
“If I lose this meet, everything was for nothing.”
I parked in a grocery store lot.
“You are seventeen,” I told her.
“Seven years of work doesn’t disappear because you take care of your health.”
“That’s not what Judith says.”
“Judith isn’t your future.”
Sophie finally looked at me.
“You don’t know the half of it.”
“Then tell me the other half.”
She opened her phone and showed me a team messaging thread with the name FINALS ONLY.
The chat was filled with reminders to keep training concerns inside the club.
Judith had posted that colleges valued loyalty and discipline.
One assistant coach had written that athletes who reported injuries should understand the effect on team placement.
Another girl, Camille Park, had replied with a single question about whether headaches counted as an injury.
Nobody answered her.
Three days later Camille’s name had vanished from the posted competition lineup.
“Where is Camille now?” I asked.
“At home.”
“Did you speak to her?”
“Her mom told her not to talk to us.”
Sophie scrolled down to a photograph of the lineup.
“Judith wants us to think Camille betrayed the team.”
“Do you believe that?”
Sophie swallowed.
“I don’t know what to believe anymore.”
CHAPTER SIX — THE FIRST WITNESS
Camille’s mother, Hana Park, answered my call after the third ring.
She listened while I explained the notice and Sophie’s medical restriction.
“Did Judith tell you Camille complained because she was jealous?” Hana asked.
“Something like that.”
“My daughter fainted in a changing room after a late practice.”
I gripped the kitchen counter.
“Was she hurt?”
“She was exhausted, dehydrated, and terrified of losing her place.”
“Why didn’t you tell the other families?”
“I tried.”
Hana’s voice shook.
“Judith told everyone Camille’s mother was inventing a scandal to pressure the selectors.”
I asked whether she would meet me.
“Only somewhere Judith can’t watch,” Hana said.
We chose a public library across town.
Hana arrived with Camille, a serious girl with short dark hair and a wrist brace.
Camille sat opposite Sophie without speaking.
Then Sophie slid her own doctor’s note across the table.
“I got pulled too,” she said.
Camille touched the corner of the page.
“You told them?”
“I told a doctor.”
Camille let out a breath that sounded almost like a laugh.
“I thought I was the only one who stopped pretending.”
The girls began talking with the awkward caution of people who had been trained not to trust each other.
They described extra conditioning sessions, surprise evaluations, and a locked equipment room where athletes were told to remain until Judith finished private meetings with potential sponsors.
The room was never locked from the outside, Camille clarified, but Judith stood at the exit and treated leaving as disobedience.
“She said we could walk out anytime,” Camille explained.
“Then she said nobody who walked out would travel with the team.”
Sophie rubbed her hands together.
“She called it a choice.”
Hana showed me a calendar of the sessions she had reconstructed from rideshare receipts and messages.
“I didn’t know how late they were staying,” she said.
“Camille told me she was studying at a teammate’s house.”
Camille looked down.
“Judith told us parents make athletes weak.”
The library clock ticked above the reference desk.
Finally Sophie said what I had been afraid to ask.
“She told us to lie to our parents.”