CHAPTER THIRTEEN B — THE NEIGHBOR WHO APOLOGIZED

A man named Samuel Dyer lived in a brick house on the next block.
He had attended several Stewardship Circle meetings but rarely spoke.
One afternoon, he arrived at my porch carrying a folded camping chair.
“I borrowed this from the cleanup committee,” he said.
“I thought it belonged to you.”
“It doesn’t,” I replied.
He looked embarrassed.
“Mrs. Hollen told me you’d donated supplies for the event.”
“I didn’t.”
He lowered the chair.
“Then I should take it back.”
He hesitated before leaving.
“I owe you an apology.”
“For what?”
“I believed things people said about you.”
I waited.
“They said you were trying to close the workshop and that you didn’t care where the young people went.”
“I didn’t say either of those things.

”
“I know that now.”
He looked toward the repaired door.
“I saw the paint when it happened.”
“Most people did.”
“I told myself somebody else would help.”
I leaned against the porch post.
“Did you know who painted it?”
“No.”
“Then you don’t need to invent a confession.”
He nodded.
“I should have asked whether you needed anything.”
“You can ask now.”
He looked surprised.
“Do you need anything?”
I considered the question.
“I need the neighborhood to stop treating rumors as instructions.”
He gave a short laugh.
“That’s a bigger job than carrying a chair.”
“Then start with the next rumor you hear.”
Samuel picked up the chair.
“I can do that.”
A week later, he stood at a meeting and asked Patricia to identify the source of a claim that my house was being used for unauthorized business activity.


She refused to answer and accused him of disloyalty.
Samuel remained standing.
“Then I won’t repeat it,” he said.
He sat down, and three other residents asked for the same information.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN C — THE WINDOW THAT STAYED OPEN

The evening after the newspaper article appeared, I found a small stone on my porch.
It was wrapped in a note that said I should stop inviting trouble into the neighborhood.
I photographed the stone and the note before placing them in separate bags.
I called the nonemergency police number and added the incident to my report.
The dispatcher asked whether anyone had threatened me directly that evening.
“No,” I said.
“I found the note after dark.”
She advised me to remain inside if I felt unsafe and to call again if someone returned.
I checked the locks and went upstairs.
From the bedroom window, I could see Patricia’s house and the empty sidewalk between us.
Her curtains were closed, but a lamp glowed behind the fabric.
I wanted to cross the street and demand an explanation.
Instead, I called my mother.
She answered on the third ring and asked why I sounded tired.
I told her about the note.
She was silent for several seconds.
“I wish I could make this stop,” she said.
“So do I.”
“Do you want to stay at the rehabilitation center tonight?”
“They don’t allow overnight guests in your room.”
“I could tell them you’re my daughter.”
I laughed despite myself.
“I don’t think that’s the problem.”
She asked whether Mina was home.
I said she was and promised to call if I needed company.
After we hung up, I opened the bedroom window a few inches.
Cool air moved through the room, carrying the sound of a distant train and a dog barking two streets away.
I stood there for a while without looking at Patricia’s house.
The neighborhood existed beyond her windows, and I needed to remember that.