Ethan looked at her.
“Did Laura call you?”
Maya frowned.
“Who is Laura?”
“Never mind.”
She set the food down.
“Whatever happened, do not make me run this company alone because you forgot that humans require calories.”
Ethan managed a real smile.
“Fair.”
Maya left.
Ethan tried to work.
He failed.
At eleven, Samantha called as promised.
He closed his office door.
“Hi,” she said.
“Hi.”
Her voice sounded different.
Less frantic.
“I hired an attorney.”
Ethan leaned back.
“Okay.”
“Her name is Rebecca Sloan.”
“Okay.”
“She told me not to sign Dylan’s repayment agreement until she reviews it.”
“That makes sense.”
Samantha was silent for a moment.
“I expected you to be angry that I hired someone.”
“Why?”
“I do not know.”
“You should have advice.”
Another silence followed.
Ethan wondered how many of their past conflicts had been shaped by assumptions neither of them tested.
Samantha spoke again.
“I sent Rebecca everything.”
“Everything?”
“The Northline documents.”
“The account statements.”
“My messages with Dylan.”
Ethan looked at the desk.
“All of them?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“Because I am tired of deciding which version makes me look less awful.”
Ethan did not know what to say.
Samantha continued.
“I read the messages this morning.”
“I had forgotten some of the things I wrote.”
“Or maybe I wanted to forget them.”
Ethan thought of the July email Laura described.
“Did you tell Dylan I would never do anything permanent?”
“Yes.”
“Why did you believe that?”
Samantha took a long breath.
“Because you stayed through everything else.”
“What everything else?”
“My mother living with us for four months.”
“My job taking over our lives.”
“The fertility treatments.”
“My depression after the second treatment failed.”
“You stayed.”
Ethan’s chest tightened.
Those were not betrayals.
They were difficult seasons of a marriage.
Samantha had treated endurance during pain as proof that boundaries did not exist.
“Those things were not this,” he said.
“I know that now.”
“You should have known it then.”
“Yes.”
Ethan waited for a defense.
None came.
Samantha continued.
“I think I started seeing your patience as something I owned.”
Ethan swallowed.
“I thought if I messed up, you would be angry and then repair everything because that is what you do.”
“I thought being the steady one was your job.”
“That is a terrible thing to admit.”
“It is.”
“But it is true.”
Ethan stared at the framed company certificate on his wall.
“Why are you telling me this now?”
“Because Rebecca asked me a question.”
“What question?”
“She asked whether I wanted to save my marriage or avoid the consequences of losing it.”